Posters

I’m afraid to go to my meeting. There, I said it. I know I will have put on a pound or two and I don’t want that marked on my card. Because then I will have failed. I want to not go and work hard over the next week to sort it out, but I said that last week and I haven’t.

I’m not feeling very motivated today. D is away for most of the week at a work thing so I’m home alone with only the cat to watch me stuff my face. I’m determined to start sorting the house out while D is not there getting in the way as it will keep me busy and it really needs doing. Our house needs a thorough clean and there is loads of laundry to be done. Clothes in general need sorting out as half of mine need chucking anyway. There is also a fair amount of general rubbish and junk of mine that needs chucking and the kitchen is a disgrace, I’m astonished the cat hasn’t moved out.

I finally finished my motivational poster today, only about three weeks late! I had so many images I ended up making two. One is an activities poster which has a load of pictures from magazines that show girls biking, riding, skiing, climbing, running and anything else you can think of. In the centre of the poster is the tag line “A way of life...” which I really like. I laminated it and it is currently stuck up behind my laptop where I can see it all day. The second poster is more of a health and happiness one with pictures of girls on beaches in bikinis, yoga and there’s one really good picture of a girl on a bike with her legs stuck out and a big grin on her face looking really happy. I’ve laminated that but there isn’t any room in my office for it at the moment so I’m either going to make room or take it home.

I know why I’m feeling down and dozy and generally can’t be bothered today. I scoffed a curry takeaway last night and a load of chocolate, which has meant today I have nothing good in my body. All I’ve been able to face today is some water and a weightwatchers chocolate biscuit bar. But that’s about to change as it’s lunch time and my friend R has brought home made vegetable soup for us so I will give that a go and hopefully get something good inside so I can face the afternoon without wanting to go to sleep!